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Two Hearts Two Dreams Two Souls Two Beings Searching, searching. One Heart Two Dreams Two Souls Two Beings Found. One Heart Two Dreams One Soul Two Beings Happiness. One Heart One Dream One Soul One Being Eternal. Two Hearts One Dream Split Soul Three Beings Spurned. Two Hearts One Dream Split Soul Two Beings Corruption. One Heart Killed Dream Crushed Soul One Being Void.

I am here So why can't you see The pain that is hidden The pain deep inside of me? You just don't see This tear in my eye it is always cloaked Somewhere beyind the sky. You've never saw The sadness behind my mask because you never had asked about the past. So why don't you look I am always here Because I care for you Because I hold you dear.

You see the good things That I always miss And eternally I wonder If I could ever reach that kind of bliss I just see the pain The suffering in everything I cannot hold the joy That is always in your eye But you can also see the troubles That I have been through You alone are able to break my bubble Thus pulling me closer to you You are the one that's always here Helping me to stay pure and clear Keeping me off that train That could have led me to eternal pain You are the one that keeps me happy Because you can see through the shell When others see only lies Not seeing my personal hell And only you Are able to keep me fro

I give you the things I collected on this speeding train I need them not All because someone forgot Now I might not be the best but I know that in my chest I have found some feelings That are filled with hidden meanings One filled with suffering The other full of pain and it makes me believe we're living Only to count 'till the end So why keep these things Which keep giving me pangs Reminding me of the day you destroyed The friendship we once enjoyed On that day you promised Here I thought you were being honest And when I found out you lied Oh how I wish I had died So I give you everything Because I don't want to remember

I wish I could be true To those who once knew The secrets I hold But now they cannot be told And these secrets so terrible Are quickly becoming unbearable They're starting to eat away What will I have left to stay How I wish I could reveal This blight so I could heal But I don't want to see the stares Or see others put on airs I need something done To stay away from the gun But is that really worse Then others giving me their curse And I am guessing That nobody needs a blessing When they're about to die When they're about to say goodbye So what do I do I'll leave that up to you And all that I require Is some assistance

Why did you do it? T think I know why But look at what you've done To everyone because you died Friendships are torn Never again to be reborn Your friends who have always cared Their happiness cannot be repaired Now you've started a chain of never-ending pain Joy you have slain But it's not only you that has the blame Family and Friends We were all watching We thought it was coming Yet we did nothing I find myself asking Who will be next For nobody yet seems strong enough To pass this one test Multiple deaths You have now caused But maybe I can be strong And break this thing. I'll stay where I belong And Be the one to

Everytime I look at you I see a smile on your face You always seem to reflect God's amazing grace. But one day I saw you Standing in the rain Holding your head in your hands And crying about some pain And on that day I thought Of the strongest person I knew Suddenly I realized That person was you I've never seen you cry Or hang your head in shame I've never not seem you smile Maybe its me that should be blamed So what is this thing That is heavy on your mind Please tell me and maybe I can help get you out of this bind.

Thank you for your worries Thank you for your care But I tell you I'm doing better There's no reason to be scared I'm telling the truth About this I will not lie Especially to you Who've been by my side Throughout all these hardships You have been there A shoulder for me to cry on Because you truly care. You have been there for me With words soft and true Helping me out of Depressions Deep and solomn blue But do not worry And do not despair! I am still here And I know that people care I am out now, and there is no need to fear For I will stay with you I WILL stay here.

Intense as the white flame that is my soul. The flames consume and I am reborn. The scorching fire and I have much in common. A raging engulfed forest in the night there are few who can slow my might, as everything turns to ash before their eyes. My love and devotion is as ardent as the sun. I love to play but be aware that I will whip and nip as you tease the blaze. My hatred and ire are something to be wary, As you will soon see It can be a brief glimpse into hell. In order to love one such as I, it requires someone brave of heart. Who can brave the river of inferno that is my heart. However, if fear of being singed is yo

Flowing paths Endless ways Time relaxed Fields of grey Beyond the sense Smell unknown Hope became broken A world indifferent – all unknown. ~Copyright Michelle 2006~

Seeing you standing there, What are you thinking? Should I care? Should I ask what's on your mind? Or should I wait for the course of time? Do you trust me enough to let me know How you feel? Or am I just here? I know you love me You've shown me often enough. I don't doubt you. I trust you. If I need to know you'll tell me. Do you trust me? If you need to know I'll tell you. I love you, Even though i've never said it We both know our silent feelings.

It's them. They want you here. But I don't care. Wherever I am, As long as i'm with you, Where you are. You, no one else, No self else. Just you and me. I wanna see you, Know who you really are. I want to know everything. I want to know you, Want to know what I really mean To you; Want you to know what you really mean To me. I want to what the raging world go by.... With you. How the days seem to fly.... And drag when i'm without you Life is free, but when its gone.... It will hurt to be without you Love goes on & on.... Forever. True love is forever. Love is patient, Love is kind. Love doesn't envy. It isnt boa

I stand before You, Shamed. I kneel before You Ashamed. Reluctantly I lift my eyes to You.... Knowing I was wrong, I did it anyways. Loving You came not foremost in my mind. I dont love him like I should I dont love You like I should. My eyes on your throne, they slowly close and i bow my head.... Glory be to the Lord my God! Why have I forsaken you? Thank you for never forsaking me. Love me til then end. Love forever. Love. Love me, my God! Forgive me, for I cant forgive myself....

There is nothing here. Why do you continue to call on the house Of an empty soul? An unworthy person? Why cant you choose someone else? Someone who wants to be loved? Whose heart isnt made of stone? Must guys be so difficult? So unpredictable and... Dishonest? Must the world be like that? Cant they return to their origins And know where they came from? How can they forget Who made them? How can they dishonor Him, Knowing its wrong, And keep doing it?

A broken angel, Cries in the night. A broken angel, Whose dreams keep her from seeing the light. A broken angel's secrets, Dark and mysteriously hidden A broken angel's secrets, Dark and forbidden A broken angel, Lost and scared A broken angel, Whose life will never be spared A broken angel, Lies torn and shattered A broken angel, Whose been used, and battered A broken angel, Whose last words, were screams A broken angel, Whose life was just a dream. The blood of this angel, Lies pure and cold The blood of this angel, Whose secrets to never be told.

I fall so far, there is no end A jagged line, a spiraling bend A feeling so jaded So alone and oh so faded My feelings have bled dry and I've been left blank My eyes have turned dark and I know who to thank All of my emotions have been exhausted and carried away My mouth is open but there is no words left to say Falling so deep with all silent screams My life is over or so that it seems

It started with you something new i laughed before i knew you. i gave you all i could. everything. i gave you the key to my heart and the knife to cut it up i keep my feelings to myself when i can so i dont hurt anyone as much as they hurt me. if it can be forgiven i'll forgive it. i love you. it started with you. Am i being too selfish, wanting a happy ending? am i being too generous making you think you have something you dont? happiness is a breath away. a drink away, 25 minutes away. which one's the easiest? which one will you choose? drinking makes you happy. Makes you happy? When you have to keep starting over?

Waves of a Different Color Ocean whistles Clean waves arrive Serenity begin In a shell disguised Listen to the waves The music there forth Sound of thunder fainted The waves pounding on the shore Close your  eyes… discover White sandy shores The wonder we all have seen Inside a shell of color schemes Transported to a land All our very own Into an aroma We once knew as home So transport me today Back to the shore And… let me become One with the new The ocean and the sky Combined in you… ~Copyright Michelle~